A Much Needed Rest

Hey Reader,

I'm currently reading and re-doing my Land Law notes, watching "Premonition" and blogging. Nearly all at the same time. It doesn't make sense to me because all of it requires my full attention. And lately I'm quite the opposite of attentive.

Reading and re-doing my notes because I've been slacking in my education area. Been working too hard... until I get too tired and can't wake up in time for class. Stupid, huh? Well, I need to earn a few extra buckeroos so I jump at the slightest suggestion of earning any moolahs. (Even a few ringgit, I wouldn't mind.. but it's gotta be reasonable, of course!) In a day, I would sometimes have class in the evening, Starbucks in the morning (If it's not a full-day class.) and Dad's at night til 1am in the morning. So imagine me doing that everyday... at first I was hyped up about it.. then it just sucks the life out of me. I get tired easily. I get cranky. I become less attentive. My mind floats as though it wanders in space. I don't mind if it wanders around as long as I've got it on a short leash because sometimes great ideas come from such wandering minds... but somehow I feel that this time the leash is longer than expected. So now, as I regain my focus in life, I'm slowly reeling it in back. (This makes no sense. I know. Maybe it's because my attention is 1/3 for blogging? I don't even know what I'm talking about now.)

Oh man, Sandra Bullock is a great actress! Err, back to my blogging.

Anyway, I'm slowly recovering from this Izzet issue. Although, I keep looking at my handphone as though waiting for an incoming call or message that would never come. *Sigh*

I'm okay. I swear. Scout's honour. (But I wasn't a scout in school... Pandu Puteri. Yes. Lol. I was also in KRS and PBSM. I did a lot of "club-hopping" in school. Hawhaw.)

Whatever. Next topic.

Today was a great day for me. Class canceled. Starbucks I couldn't make it. Dad's... didn't feel like going. Good thing he's my Dad.
So, guess what I did today? Come on.. guess.

....................NOTHING! Absolutely nothing. And I feel so happy because I finally have this ONE day without the stress of beating the jam, beating the time and beating my.... fatigue..?

It was good while it lasted. But I can't seem to not do anything. I have to do something. Even before my "free" day ended, I've started reading and re-doing my notes. Which is kinda of funny because you should see the way I do my notes. There's a first draft made during lectures. A second draft which is summarized. A third draft which are charts and mind maps made in pencil. Then the after-effect of such a tedious process is the charts and mind maps made in different coloured pens and highlighters. LOL. I waste my time just doing those. But it works because the more you summarize words, the more you have to deeply analyze and understand your notes. And re-writing them helps A LOT!

I gotta focus now. Just wanted to tell you that I'm okay now. Better than before. But still as tired as before. Today has been a good relaxing period for me physically and mentally.

Okay, I gotta go now.
Take care, Reader.


Your One and Only,

Leanna Darwin.
XoXo

P.s. I know that I don't need a guy like that in my life. But to differentiate between the good and the bad.. you'd have to go through all the good and the bad yourself to actually know, you know? I know. Okay, I'm crapping out again. Ciao!~