Once A Jerk, Always A Jerk

Hey Reader,

Wow.. what a strange thing life is, huh? You'd think you know someone, even for a short while.. and end up finding out the real deal.

Seems like you just never know how to differentiate between a nice + caring guy and a nice + caring + player guy. How to tell the difference, you ask?

EASY-shmeasy.. Uncover the truth beyond the web of lies.

Deceit. Yes, it is an awful word.
Silence. Hard to make an inference out of.

Deceit + Silence = Jerk.

Those are the main ingredients. Minor ones... Sweet-talker, Comforter, Understanding.

If you ever... EVER encounter a person like this... don't go on. Just jump off the boat and swim to the nearest-and SAFEST!- island you can find for you would only get lost at sea if you stay on board.

Thank God I jumped off before the ship set off for sea.

Seems like he's got a girlfriend already. Oooooh... the heartache I felt.. I can't describe. Yeah, yeah. I know I said that we were just friends.. but the truth for the matter is I was just uncertain about our relationship. Turns out.. there was none even to begin with.

The heartache I felt when I heard about it.. no wait! Saw it with my own TWO EYES... the girl. A Starbucks customer.

Funny... no wonder he always never wanted the partners to see us together in the store. He would either run away first and ask me to meet up in Jom Bali (Next door from Starbucks!) or he would ask me to wait first when he passes Starbucks.

Hmmmm... was I stupid or just plain dumb? Because wasn't it obvious? He definitely did not want to be seen with me. Wanna know why??????????

Because the other partners know about the girlfriend. How stupid did I feel when Shah whispered in my right ear? Pretty darn STUPID!

"Sarah, kalau you nak tau kan.. That girl kat belakang skali tu.. Tu lah girlfriend Izzet."

"What? You're kidding!?"

"Tak.. betul. Dia slalu ada kat sini."

"Slalu dengan Izzet, eh?"

"A'ah..."

HAH!

I am nothing but a fool.

Now, I'm avoiding him. He called more than 5 times already. What does he want from me? Can't he call his girlfriend instead???

"Hey ya...everythin okay there babe..." Was his last message.

"Sarah dear..my exam at 2.15...Wish me luck k...kinda scared ne way..haih.." Was his second last message.

I want to sell his Gala Night ticket to someone else. Maybe I'll invite Shahir. Shahir, if you're reading this... let me know if you're free. ;)

I gotta go. I gotta let-off some steam.. I want to jog now. My stamina sucks now. Not like how it used to be. Last time I could jog for an hour... non-stop. Now.. 10 minutes ONLY!! Like what the hell, man?

Take care, dear Reader.


Yours truly,

Leanna Darwin.
XoXo